One Step Closer...



Most often, girls or women in general get carried away with kilig stuffs and moments. I myself is one of them. I usually fell in this category. Who would not want to have a Mr.Darcy in his clean and lean attire, a romantically looking guy who will utter this heartwarming line. Let alone your heart melt with these words that scan sweep you off your feet.








But eventually I realize that love is such a deep word that even other people find it hard to fathom. Its basic and real essence may often be schemed by infatuation or feelings of just mere attraction. This is where the danger comes in. For the past few years, I have learned a lot from my own pitfalls. In my daily existence, I can say that I have not really opened up my heart to anyone. In some instances, I might have tried but I guess I am really careful in choosing that person. I know I do not have the answers I need right now. Sooner or later, I believe God will reveal him under the right circumstances.






The answers I need seem to be elusive but I know I have guidance. Everything that I have now is simply a preparation for when the time comes that He finally grants this guy I love, I know it is a love that is heavenly blessed. Somewhere in my wildest hopes and bewildered thoughts, my own Mr. Darcy will catch me and take me to an unimaginable place called true love. It is a place in one's heart where I know I am loved dearly and faithfully. It is something I know I have waited all these years which even felt like a weary suffering but just by looking unto his eyes, I feel the sincerity of forever.



Birthday Video

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I created this video for my bestfriend's 24th birthday!

Dynamita VS Pacman



Last Sunday, I forced myself to wake up early to eat breakfast before watching Pacquiao vs Marquez Trilogy. Among all boxing bouts I have enjoyed watching, I am quite sure that this fight is another record breaking one since I know how Mexicans fight and how Filipinos fights. They fight til the end. It's really a face to face battle in the ring.

I was hoping that I can recover from my disappointment with the previous fight of one of the Philippines' best boxers, Nonito Donaire with the seemingly statue on the ring versus Narvaez.

The undercard matches were good to watch but what I was really eager about was the final match between the two warriors, the two nemesis on the ring. When I heard Maria Aragon sang Lupang Hinirang, the national anthem of the Philippines, I felt my skin having goosebumps all over. It was one of those instances where you just feel the pride of being a Filipino. While the camera zoomed in to the two players I can see the fierce look in Marquez' face. It only showed that he's really determined to bring down Pacquiao. Looking on the other hand was the figure of the champion, pacman in his red and blue attire. I just don't know where I get the feeling that Pacquiao seemed to have lost radiance that night unlike in his other fights where he really looked aggressive. While watching, i was wondering if something was bothering him.

Then the bell rang and the first round of the match started. Clearly, the first round would be on Pacman. Though Marquez was trying to move in and throwing some punches, Pacquiao was the more aggressive one. It was too much for me to expect a knockout for Pacquiao on the 4th or 5th round. I guess I got used to it. But my predictions failed me. 5th,6th, 7th rounds passed and the events suddenly turned its tables. I can see the punches of Marquez going straight to Pacman's face. Holy Crap,I said to myself. Pacman was getting into a big trouble. He might lose this fight. But in the later rounds, Pacquiao came back again throwing deadlier punches at Dynamita.

While waiting for Michael Buffer to announce the winner, I said to myself this could be a split decision in favor of Marquez or a draw.

I was shocked when Pacquiao was announced as the winner via majority decision.
But still I jumped for joy. I am happy that he won. But some people were not.

Then I just suddenly realized, people from afar can judge based on what they see but we have to consider what the judges think. In a boxing match, they follow the so called 10 point rule to be able to win the bout. You either knockdown your opponent on his knees or win the judges scorecards.

In most cases, the defending champion has the advantage.

Some people were doubtful as to whether Pacman really won the bout. I myself was included in that group. But after watching the replay, I summarized the key points of the boxing match:

1. First is that if you are the challenger and you want to defeat the defending champion, you should knockdown the champion and be more dominant in the ring.

2. In terms of the volume of punches, Pacquiao landed more punches that Marquez.

3. Marquez is a good counter puncher but in most round we can see how Pacquiao aggressively initiates throwing power punches.

4. We can have opinions about the fight but we cannot question the decision of the judges. The verdict is final so we just respect that.

5. Pacquiao might have knockdown hall of famer Mexicans in the field of boxing but this will not always happen the way most viewers would often see.

I highly commend Marquez for being an excellent fighter but I still think that he fell short in destroying Pacquiao. Pacman won only by a thin hairline had it not been for the score in the later rounds, he could have lost the fight. In lieu of this, a rematch is possible to answer the questions and doubts of some.

Pacquiao has brought honor and pride to our country. He has opened several opportunities to his fellow boxers. Although I don't idolize him as a politician, I respect him for being one of the best boxers ever lived.

You are So Beautiful

I super love this drama. Since I am very much inspired to compose a Filipino version of Junsu's song based on the melody and also the Chinese lyrics (though i think my mandarin has a lot of errors sorry about that one ^_^)..


You are so Beautiful by Junsu
Kapag ika'y aking nakkita, biglang napapluha
pag naiisip ko ngayoy akin ka

Sa tuwing ikaw ay aakapin at lalapit sakin
kaligayahang atin doon tau dalhin..

Refrain:
Walang ibang makakahigit sa pagmamahal na bigay mo
Asahan mo, andito ako, hindi magbabago

Chorus: Forever, you are so beautiful
ako ay tunay na mapalad, na katulad
mo ang tanging iibigin ko...
You are so beautiful, pangako ko sayo, ang alay ko
pagibig ko hangang dulo ng mundo, hangang dulo ng mundo

Hindi ako makapniwala na akin pang makkita
ang pagibig n matagal ng nawawala
Sa tuwing ikaw ay aakapin at titingin sa akin
ang syang tangi kong dalangin ngayon akoy dinggin..

Repeat Chorus



每當我看到你,我突然哭了起來。我認為我很高興,現在你是我的。
當我擁抱你,當你靠近我
幸福是我的,一個真正的禮物
有沒有喜歡你的另一, 誰可以這樣愛我
指望我, 我在這裡, 我不會改變

Chorus:
你很美麗
我很幸運
你是唯一的人,我一定會喜歡這種方式
你很美麗
這是我答應你
我唯一可以提供
一個將持續,直到最後的愛

我簡直不能相信,我仍然可以找到一個愛一直缺少.
每當我擁抱你,你看看我。我只是覺得你是我的禱告蒙應允.
有沒有人,我的生活帶來歡樂
只有你,沒有人
現在我唯一的生命
指望我,我會在這裡

Inspired


Nowadays, I keep on attempting to write things that are beyond my usual theme; something that I haven’t really experienced and just find inspiration to write about it. The theme of the following write up came from another Korean drama I recently watched, the series Lie to Me. i hope you'll get to understand the flow of the story based on my write-up. ;)


I used to be crippled with the catena of lies that surround me. Wanting to just give up, I have never felt like my heart is being slowly crushed into diminutive pieces. I was discreetly mad at the world but I had to make myself believe everything was fine. Generalizing the thought that love is defunct or at least for me was way much logically easier than to keep on struggling with my sentimental being. Back then, believing in that magic was something beyond my comprehension. It was futile, it was cynical.

But just one sunny day, the figure of you suddenly changed the mainstream of my thoughts. You subtly disturbed my emotion’s stillness. Then everything abruptly had a 360 degree turn. There is a part of me who wants to get to know you, to enjoy spending every single moment. Gazing through those eyes makes me just melt inside. Slowly my perspective changes, it begins to drift away from the hurtful past I have always wanted to forsake.

Now, being with you seem like a dream I could only take a glimpse of before. But when I touch you, when I hear you laugh, when I feel my heart palpitates for a while and how you simply titillate my psyche, I could not deny from something I am afraid to want. Yes, you are something I am afraid to want. Fear of almost any possible scenarios have conjured up my mind. Fear that I had felt long ago which turned out to be something dreadful, something that almost destroyed me.

But when you reach out for my hand, those stupid thoughts vanish away into wilderness. Was it my capacity to drop those thoughts or was it your effortless magic? Deep down, I know it was no magic, it is just you, your sincerity, your whole being that assures me you won't let go of my hand. There is no need to hear for any promise because I just know, you'll be there just when I need you.


* I am sharing you one of my favorite tracks in the drama.